pieces of me..

i have a confession to make.

I despise my brother. Not that I hate him to that extent. It’s just that he’s being too self-centered and apathetic which I hated he most.

My brother. I have lived my 18 years of existence with him. Before, he was this thoughtful and caring brother he used to. He’s still thoughtful, but caring? Not anymore.

He’s the black sheep in the family. He admits it too (and probably proud of it even). He does what he wants whenever and wherever he wanted to. He had flunk lots of subjects and repeated those too. He had shifted from one course to the other, transferred from one school to the other, probably still enjoying his “campus tour”. Then he got tired of it. Now, he’s a professional, a professional bum.

Last year, he got his girlfriend pregnant. And earlier this year, I have a niece. I thought that when the time comes he’d get to see his first born baby girl, he would change his ways. But no, I should’ve known better.

You know I pity my mother. It’s because she has lived her entire life tolerating…

sorry for the inconvenience!=p

a few months ago, some person did say "sana magbonding tayo" or something to that effect..

asan na un ngayon?!

isipin mo: nasa isang bangka lang tayong lahat, tas lulubog tayo kase butas ung bangka..turned out,may ganong klase pala ng tao.,hinulog kaming lahat just so to save himself..tsk tsk..saklap noh?

and it all happened one tiring thursday afternoon..

now i dont give a damn about you as long as you keep off your filthy hands away from my life..and my friends’.. who do you think you are? diyos na pwedeng imanipulate ang buhay namen?it was clearly stated "group urselves according to your own preference".ngaun your acting sum kind of a good leader and mediator na iregroup kame just so to give equality,justice and fairness?!*super redundant na yan huh* walang personalan dude,pero sana, kung gusto mong iligtas sarili mo and group wid the "BEST" der is, then go on, i wont ever give a flying f*ck.,

kase kung talagang gusto mo ng fairness,u shud’ve regroup your group first and foremost, baket?andaming marunong mag-edit dun,may isang grup ngang wlang marunong eh..eh kaso nga diba.,ganun talaga..

good thing u did the right thing at the end of it all..kailangan yata kase maraming magreact para ibalik kame sa dating group eh..tsktsk..

now why am i making a fuss out of this?anlabo mo kase eh..asan na ung BONDING?

asan na ung liberty namen to go with the group we wanted to?

whew!

aiun lang,’twas good letting it all out,ayoko talagang makipag-away,i dont have time eh..just so you know..BADTRIP ako!

i DID respected you,you know..

*dont care kung may tamaan,blogspot ko toh,wala kang pake dito..magcomment ka kung gusto mo..