pieces of me..

once you think of your own happiness selfishly, you’re bound to break relationships..

sometimes you have to learn to let go..to know if you have something to hold on..

love.. is a friendship set on fire..

inde lahat ng pag-aari mo ay sayo,,

‘how long do i have to wait?’.. i think the question you should be asking yourself is., ‘is he worth the wait?’ and even if he is.,there’s no assurance that what you’ve waited for would turn out the way you want it to be..

nagtataka.. simple lang naman sana ang buhay..kung ika’y matino..

loving an imperfect person perfectly., this is what true love means..

its hard to pretend you love someone when you really don’t,but its harder to pretend that you don’t love someone when you really do..

i don’t miss him.. i miss who i thought he was..

xia: sabihin mo kase kay raymond na lang xia eh..

me: nyeh! para kang pinakakain ng pagkain na hindi mo naman gusto diba?

xia: di mo nga gusto,.baka di mo pa naman natitikman yung food tapos sasabihin mo di mo gusto agad..

        *astig ka talaga kaibigan..sana di ako mahulog..

does being ‘pakipot’makes you less b*tch than you really are?

haiz.,why make someone wait in vain when in fact you were the one who’s ‘taeng-tae’ to be with this jerk?like be a hard to get gal when you really are not?! what the heck!magpakatotoo naman tayo paminsan minsan..inde masama..

but you really are something huh.,i was taken aback with what i found out..as in..’huwaw!kaya nya pala gawin yun?!’ how cheap huh.,as in super low.,down low.,six feet under?..

such a hypocrite..

now i don’t know who’s pathetic..

all i can say is..goodluck..

*note: chop chop na tong blog na toh eh..hehe medyo mahirap nang intindihin..

kathang isip ka lang noh?

nararamdaman ko sa kaibuturan ng aking puso at kaluluwa na isa kang matalinong tao..haha may tama kaya ako!?

well,tingin ko lang naman.,she just wanted to entertain people in her own way.,wag namang awayin ng mga taong nawawalan ng sense of humor jan.,hehehe freedom of speech nya na yan noh.,kaya nga naimbento ang pagbablog eh.,walang pakielamanan..

she badly needs english11..tsk tsk but go gurl!grabeng selp conpidens yaN!

sample lang to ng mga ‘uniqueness’ ni chona..

i’m back

hehehe

just wanted to share something..

’twas saturday night,cadet’s ball,i thought it would suck,but hey,it was pretty fine,being in the right group,kung saan walang mga k.j and lahat nagsasayaw uhm nagwawala rather.,hehe..

sobrang enjoy and i felt sort of ecstatic,kase naman antagal na ng huli kong ‘disco’ noh.,eons ago pa un,so un na nga..di masaya naman..

i got hom at 1030 pm?i guess.,tapos my brother being the ‘keen observer’ that he is.,look at me strangely and said..

"sinong nakahalikan mo?"

i said.,*kinakabahan*

"huh?bakit"

"kalat-kalat lipstick mo.." he replied.

"hindi ah,madilim kase nung naglipstick ako" *chuckled nervously*i replied to his reply.

"ah.."

whew!!

hehehe..well dats my kuya.,i wanted to say nga sana.,"sana nga may nakahalikan na eh!hehehe"..on second thought.,para nga naka-first kiss na eh noh?!icky!! hehehe what was i thinking?!

may natutunan ako..how to look as if you’ve just smooched a guy:

1.pumunta sa isang madilim na lugar.,preferably ung patay-sindi ilaw!yihee!

2.ilabas ang lipstick at iapply ng walang tingin tingin sa salamin

3.wag hingin ang opinyon ng kasamang kaibigan kung nagkalat nga ang lipstick.

4.umuwi ng bahay at makipagkwentuhan sa ‘uzi’ng kuya..

5.presto!mukha ka nang nakipaghalikan sa kung sinong guy jan!

well nwei,walang lang akong magawa sa tym ko kaya eto,umiiral na naman..ang ka-anohan ko..*hmm.,dunno what to call what im doin eh..hehe*..bear with me nalang nga ulet..im tryin to think straight eh..

what’s the fuss?why did he even bother to reconcile pa?hehe ayaw na ng away? eh di cease fire!hehe madali naman akong kausap eh..

uhm,hell freezes over nga,twice pa..di ko man lang naramdaman un huh.,kagabi pa..hahaha

a friend misinterpret my blog (insane at the moment..bear with me..) im still thinkin if i should defend myself..o cge to be fair na nga.. when i said, i’ve something to ‘fess up..sometimes thoughts and or visions cross my mind..he-begging for my forgiveness..thats the insane part of me..hehe..siguro nga..kylangan tlga magsori minsan..but my rational part says that it won’t happen..well,maybe..when hell freezes over,twice!—i meant naaasar lang ako kase sobrang ‘binalewala ung feelings’ ko,diba? its more of a bruised pride.. but now,its no biggie.,we finally call it quits–meaning tama na..may nagbaba na ng pride and honestly, i felt like something heavy was lifted off of my chest.,

isa pa pala.,namiss ko ung pasaway kong kaibigan or blockmate,dunno what to call her really.,but it was good..

hehe..im not saying this to let people think that im tough,cause i am..=D

after my ’self-pitying part’..

here i am..

well,ok na ulet..wala naman yang balentyms na yan eh..masarap pa ring ishare toh sa mga frends and families..hehe although grabe ang dami ng tao sa mall kagabi,as in makakabanggaan mo ng balikat almost everyone and all u can say is ‘im sorry’ or ‘excuse me’,and the super heavy traffic outside..i guess that’s it..tsaka ung papa ko binigyan ng roses ung mom ko and ung beggar kong kuya,binilhan ng 3 cloud9 ung gf nya and ‘hinarana’ *coz after dinner,nagjamming session sila*would u believe dat?omigod..un na..wala lang

ordinaryong araw nalang ngayon,unless,u have a partner..hehehe

now i can say,,’MERRY VALENTINES TO ALL’ belated..=D

i feel awful for writing my last entry..hehe but i wont erase it,para matawa ko sa kagagahan ko..hehe

peace out!!

i warned you,if you’re not into it..don’t read this..

an entry in my journal last feb.13..sayang..di ako nkapagblog khapon..

woohoo!its really nice..its valentines day tomorrow and i don’t even have someone to share it with..i feel ugly..i hope i’ll get sick so i’ll have an excuse not to attend my classes and just stay home..the one person i want to share it with doesn’t even text me for sometime now..maybe not even thinkin about me!!aagh!i don’t want to think about it na,,but i can’t help it..hope he’ll text me tomorrow..*note:feb.14-shucks!he texted me and i replied and he replied to my reply and i replied to his reply.. repeat few times..hehe*

what’s worse?my fone’s a bit quiet now..you could change it to ‘loud.mode’ and i bet you could count how many times would it beep..argh!

am i worthless?well,my mom says im not,and i believed her..but for some?i don’t know..maybe yes..lang nagmamahal saken..

i hate myself..for feeling this way.since when did i care about valentines day?am i pathetic?am i?i guess,and i hate to admit it..since when?since the night i left him,or he left me without even me noticing it?hu left hu? ’twas good ‘magalingakomagdala’..but honestly, behind all these plastered smiles and laughters and jokes.,a girl is lonely inside..like when she goes to sleep,thoughts run through her head..she hopes someone would fill that emptiness..before her sanity would left her and make her do something really nasty..not to herself though,glad she’s not the ’suicidal type’,so if you get to read this,would you come and calm her?she hopes you’re the one she’s waiting for sometime now..

i hope you’re the one i’m waiting for sometime now..

i don’t want to watch the television..all the shows feature something bout love,the radio plays sappy love songs,the papers write articles bout love..outside,couples hold hands,PDA-ing..ouch naman!la kong partner..i’ve something to ‘fess up..sometimes thoughts and or visions cross my mind..he-begging for my forgiveness..thats the insane part of me..hehe..siguro nga..kylangan tlga magsori minsan..but my rational part says that it won’t happen..well,maybe..when hell freezes over,twice!you know what’s ridiculous?im writing something like this..i mean this..asar talaga!!grrr..

i really hate myself at the moment..why in the world am i writing this?ampf! and why in the world am i blogging this?another ampf!

if that’s what you want..

itaas ba ang puting bandera?!hehe oh well,he’s not worth the time para awayin.,hihihi

and as they say., never ever argue with idiots..they will pull you down to their level..tsk tsk..